It's not a matter of want, it's a NEED...

I have been in a bad mood all day, one of those moods that are completely irrational, everything pisses you off and nothing can calm you down.

Then i started thinking, i realised that i haven't really written anything for close to two weeks. I have to find time tonight when i go to my boyfriends house to sit down and write, maybe while him and his brother play peggle.

There's no want to write right now, there is a need to write...before i lose my temper and screw something up.